Sorry, but...

I do remember today, and had planned to leave message on pku bbs. But... I'm now stuck in hospital. Although there is wireless internet, it doesn't allow bbs connection and pku bbs is unaccessible from browser... so, sorry, but still, Happy Birthday!

又一年了

今天某人生日那天，我是在飞机和睡梦中度过的。飞机夜里12点多从sfo起飞，飞出三藩地区就进入了无边的黑暗，即使天上的星星再多也照不亮下面的土地。然后看到地平线那边有一个发光的圆盘，似乎是山谷围绕中的一个城市，灯光照亮了那里的一片天。我很yy的猜想那里或许就是las vegas了，因为在这片沙漠不会再有其他亮如白昼的城市，但是也实在不确定从北加的天空是否真的能眺望到vegas。

那片灯光伴随了很长时间。我一会儿看灯，一会儿看星星，在某一些瞬间甚至觉得看到了银河。我忽然明白，我最喜欢看的就是星空和大海了，这次在sf没有好好看海，所以一直觉得不太过瘾。到dallas上方的时候，又看到另一样奇观：下方的云层在闪电中灿灿发光。厚厚的云层东一片西一片的轮流闪烁，似乎来到了天上宫阙。

视觉享受是要付出代价的。由于大雨和雷电，飞机在dallas耽搁了一个多小时才起飞。幸好我那时候已经处于昏睡中，一点都不觉得时间流逝... 等我醒来的时候，已经满天阳光了。由于方向的关系，我不得不把舷窗关下以避免太阳直射。好在下面都是树林，也没什么多可看的 :P

下飞机的时候，还有点摇摇晃晃。一出门就完全清醒了。dallas的天气预报说rdu当天最高48度，于是我特地换上毛衣，可是这阳光满地的，显然70度都不止...

回家蒙头大睡，从下午2点一直睡到第二天早上7点，中间虽然醒过几次，也稍微翻翻身就睡着了。好久没有睡那么长时间了~ 遥祝某人生日快乐！

hehe

9999

Starcraft in dream

I had a funny dream last night. "Tongtong and I are taking a class, in the same classroom. The teacher is a Korean lady, but she teaches in Chinese. She introduces herself, and I found that her name sounds like 'Cui Ran Xing'. After class, I go to ask her if her name is really the same as iloveoov, and it is. She's happy about talking starcraft with us, and feels pity about unable to see the matches in USA. Then I write her a note with 2 websites. I tell her that she can see the latest news on playsc.com and download the latest VOD on teamliquid.net. She's so happy about this..." And I'm so happy about this dream.

I know I've been away from SC for a while, virtually since that last time Nal_rA lost to ipx. Then Anytime gave me some hope, but he finally lost to Nada. I admit that I'm not really that much interested in SC except protoss winning games... I don't want to see them losing again and again and so few protoss in major leagues. I also hope that I can know about their religion so perhaps I can pray for them (although I don't pray much at all now... )

However, I watched some VOD recently and my interests are raised again. That's why I had this dream, hehe. I think I still like Starcraft a lot, from the bottom of my heart.

Protoss Fighting!

百草集

数数我所有长草的东西：
一双靴子：最好是红褐色或者深咖啡的，高统，配冬天的裙子
一条腰带：宽的，百搭各种裤子，所以最好也是暖咖啡色
一个包：上班逛街都能背，颜色朴素，样式别致...
mbl moisture extreme lip stick: 希望可以当作润唇膏
mineral make up: 其实是想把现有的id mineral赶紧用完好买新的~
milani星条blush: 最好再配一把blush brush
stila tinted moisturizer: 希望07年年末可以从sephora买到打折的~
revlon限量diomond lust: 前几天很长草，现在不用了，hoho
j crew各种打折衣服: 早睡早起...衣服好 :P

一长草就来及时补充 *^^*

Poor Nal_rA

I'm so sad that he lost in the Wang Ba round for next OSL, 0:2 to a never-heard terran. I really can't imagine the games. I'm just so sad :( I admit that I haven't prayed for him for a long time, but is such pray really useful, or appreciated? I know it is heard, but probably not appoved...

发呆中...

我看别人blog的时候，常常觉得自己跟他们完全生活在两个世界里。以前不知道看到谁写的，“写blog就是为了让别人羡慕自己的生活”，大部分的blog都给我这种感觉，估计我自己的blog就很弱了。

别人的blog也常常引起我的很多回忆，虽然那不是我的世界我的生活，但写blog的人在我的生活里，他们的音容笑貌也常常在我眼前。人的脑子真是太好了，专业知识琐碎杂务都可以忘记，但生命里的闪光点，无论悲伤快乐，都牢牢的刻在心里，随时想起来，都满怀喜悦感激。

今天看到的最感动的话是这段：

“八年，可以是漫长地恍如隔世，也可以只是一瞬，如同就在昨天。然而如果错过了八年前那个神奇的夏天，我就不会在这个城市里一步步履行着我的幻想。”

八年前，我也有我的幻想，可是慢慢的却因自己的懒散世俗懦弱而都丢开了，变成了现在这个麻木妥协的样子...我的丰盛的生命在哪里？谁的思念里有我？

（谨以此文纪念某人生日；那天写支票的时候才发现，于是写了一张77块的支票聊表...回忆...）